| ~*A New Start*~ |
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| 02:48pm 22/06/2009 |
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well, if you look at my, myspace profile, web page, facebook and louisvillemojo, i have made some changes in my life.... i am no longer with josh.... i have a great job, im hangin out with my friends and family more.. and im lovin life...
im with a guy iv known for years.. hes awsome.. |
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| ~*Long Time*~ |
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| 11:25pm 08/04/2007 |
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Yep, so i didnt have to work tonight.. i took off for easter... lol
im really board right now... i just added some new pix on myspace, and mojo...
well, just thinkin how long its really been... i havent been on here in a long ass time... i think ima chill on here for a lil bit... see if there is any new news...
I LOVE YOU JOSH<3
I LOVE YOU ALL<3 |
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| ~*So Much To Do, But Dont Know What*~ |
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| 10:09pm 12/05/2006 |
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mood:  annoyed
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Oh, im so bored right now... This sux.. i didnt go to work today... i had a flat and josh didnt feel like getten up to fuken help me.. some boyfriend...LOL well i got me some new whils... lol 69$ each... that was about 300$ all together... IM about over not havin money... But im hopein i can get this job at G.F.S. with Josh... ill be bringing home 400$ a week and 11 to 12$ an hor...
Lest see, im bored with shit to do... well,i guess im off here... i hope everyones night is better then mine... lol
I LOVE YOU ALL<3
I LOVE YOU JOSH<3
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| ~*Bored*~ |
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| 07:57pm 07/05/2006 |
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Well, this week we move out.. thank god... and ill get to see mu cherry bear soon... i miss you chick... your goin to have to stay over sometime while your here... i cant wait to see the baby as well...
Im so bored right now, just got out of the shower... |
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| ~*4:00 Up Date*~ |
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| 04:01am 28/04/2006 |
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mood:  scared
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ok so now that i have missed so much, i feel like somethings missin... right friends... i havent seen any of u all in a long time... and thats my bad... i work to much... but thats goin to stop... i get off work at 11pm... but im goin to still try and hang out with everyone... that is if u all still want to???
well, Josh and i got the town house... im happy... so now everyone can chill with us... YAY!!!!!!
Josh still hasnt come home from work... Kinda scarin me... i mean he hasnt called, and when i call him i get the voice mail... im getten scared... i think he's workin over...
a lot of shits been goin on that i havent been awhere of... to much shit has been goin on, that i dont think i want to really know about... but feel free to let me in on everything... ok for one that space bar doesnt work well on this computer... LOL so im makin the best of it.. anyways, back to what i was sayin... i dont really have a point anymore... not right now anywaz... its 4:00 and im up... i was woke up but thats kool, josh would have woke me up with me came in, or i would have woke up on my own, rollin over and knowin he wasnt there... scary...
Well i guess im off here for the night... i have myspace, and mojo to look at...
I LOVE YOU ALL<3
I LOVE YOU JSOH<3 |
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| ~*Yes*~ |
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| 09:57pm 20/04/2006 |
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How many time have you asked me that same ???,,, i cant recall how many, but i tell u the samething everytime... YES!!!!! YES YES YES!!!!!! i will... but i sometimes wonder what it would really meany to you and your friends...
i dontknow maybeim letten everything get to me again... but i mean,my two bestfreinds arnt here right now to talk to... one lives about 1000 miles away, yes i could call, but im alwayz at work with i need her... andyes the other lives here about 10 mins away... but again, alwayz at work.. Yes you guys, i will start callin you all more and more... i havent forgot about any of you.. iv just been workin alot and $$$ hasnt been the best...
There's been so much goin on here,i feel as if i could scream out... but everyting is stoppin me for doin so... i feel as if im bitchin, like i cant do anything about this.. but i can... i work to much anymore...
Well Sat's. thender, and i hate it... Cherry and Lauren arnt goin to be there... Now wheres the fun in that????? Ill take Pix for you guys... its not goin to be as fun with out u...
Well i giess im goin to hope off here for the night.. i hope i can get some sleep are pop in a movie, to make myself sleep...
I LOVE YOU ALL<3
I LOVE YOU JOSH<3
Cherry, Lauren and to all my friends, I MISS YOU... |
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| ~*The Big 21*~ |
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| 04:17pm 18/04/2006 |
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In 42 days ill be 21... Mother~Fukers... PARTTTTTTTTY IT ALL UP!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| ~*Just Another Day*~ |
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| 03:52pm 18/04/2006 |
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Will its getten to where im about to move out... im sick of livin at home and Josh wants out of his house... its about time we got are own place... i think things will be much better, and we'll be alot happer...
Mom started cleanin out the water bed and everything... so i think im just goin to go home, and box things up to get them out of the way...
Well, i dont know what all to say... i hope everyone had a great easter like i did... I miss everyone, but i think things are about to change... ill have ppl over in own place, and ill have more $$$ to go out on...
Cherry, chick, i miss you so much... I cant wait to see u here in the nuxt few weeks... And Lauren, hope ur havin fun with Cherry and in NY... Tell Josh hi for me, and that i miss him just as much... Cant wait to see u gurls with u come home... Maybe by then, ill have my own place, and u all can come over...
BLAH, i have to go to work here soon... GEsssss cant wait... LOL ::Rolls Eyes:: Well i guess im off here and about to get ready for work...
I LVOE YOU ALL<3
I LOVE YOU JOSH<3
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| ~*Bored*~ |
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| 03:50pm 13/03/2006 |
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mood:  amused
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Well its monday... and im bored as shit... i have to be at work at 4:45 suck... Josh is at work and theres nothin to do...
Well im goin to get something to eat..
hit me up if theres anything to do... iv missed all kinds os shows b/c i didnt know of the 30 band that where playin this past weekend... makes me all kinds of sad...
I LOVE YOU ALL<3
I LOVE YOU JOSH<3 . |
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| ~*Bored*~ |
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| 10:49am 02/03/2006 |
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mood:  bored
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Well, Cherry had the baby.. im so happy...
Ok point for Tori... LOL
Man i m so bored... At least i get to take a nap after school today...
Lauren My hear hurts... LOL it was so hard to sleep on it last night.. i had to move the ring just right so tha ti could lay on it...
Well, thats about it for now.. .ima pay on the net...
I LVOE YOU ALL<3
I LOVE YOU JOSH<3
Elizabeth |
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| ~*Just Typing Out My Ass*~ |
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| 11:06am 28/02/2006 |
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mood:  sick
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From what i hear, Cherry still hasent had the baby... ::talkin to the baby:: "Gurl come out, we want to see you..."
As luck would have it, i couldnt sleep last ngiht... i hope it was b/c i was to sick to sleep.. But i think its b/c Josh wants next to me like alwayz... Hes be stayin at his grandmothers house b/c its near his work... that way he save gas... thats alwayz good... hes makin bank right now... and i hope that he just keeps savin his $$$$$$$$$ so that we can move out and get our own place... I love you josh so much...
My friend John from work, cut all his hair off... It was so long... About as long as Jess's for everyone that knows Jess... It was sad, i could help but LOL but i also wanted to cry, b/c i hate when guys cut off beautiful hair...
I hung out with Corei, Ashley and lauren last ngiht... I wasnt there to long, b/c i had home work and i wasnt feelin good... But ill get to see you all at the show tonight... As long as i dont ahve to stay after at work... and i shouldnt... There's no need for me to...
Im so bored right now... theres nothin to do right now but to play on teh computers here at school waiting for my next class... Some fun huh???? Yeah its kool...
Well, im lookin for somemore tattoos.. yay... like i need more... YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DO!!!!!!!!!!
Well, im off here.. i have to go to class....
I LOVE YOU ALL<3
I LOVE YOU JOSH<3
HAPPY WAHTEVER DAY IT IS.
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| ~*More Quizes*~ |
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| 11:12am 22/02/2006 |
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| You Are a Bright Star Soul |  Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention
In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you
You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial
And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive
You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy
You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define
A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous in some circles.
Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally!
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul
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| How You Are In Love |  You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.
You stay in love for a long time, even
| Your Stripper Song Is |  Dirrty by Christina Aguelera
"Too dirrty to clean my act up
If you ain't dirrty
You ain't here to party"
You're so dirty, you make Christina look clean.
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| Your Eyes Should Be Brown |  Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom
What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart
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| ~*Some Quizes For U*~ |
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| 10:14am 21/02/2006 |
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The ring i would like to have, but its not goin to happen..
Love my gurls
Take the quiz: Which famous group of friends are you and your friends?
 Victoria's Secret angels You and your girlfriends are a sexy bunch! You guys are gorgeous and girly and you have a bunch of confidence which makes you feel even sexier! More power to you hotties!
Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
LOL thats my movie
Take the quiz: WHAT MOVIE ARE YOU ?? (4 GIRLS)
 Freaky Friday Your stylish, cute, and you know your good humor. Maybe a little bit on the younger side, but who said you needed cursing and violence to make a good movie?
Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
Works for me
Take the quiz: GOTH, PUNK, EMO, METAL HEAD, SCREAMO, POSER, WHICH 1 ARE YOU???
 POSER, please, go die now i don't know how acurate this stupid quiz is, but if you ended up with this result, pray to Mojo...
Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
Not what i would have picked but its good
Take the quiz: What Alcoholic drink are you
 vodka You like to party...but you dont know what your limit of drinking is.
Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!! No 151????????
Take the quiz: Wut Kind Of Drink Are You
 Vodka PARTY ANIMAL!!! you love to have fun and lots of it, thats why vodka fits you the best
Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
Ummm i guess thats kool
Take the quiz: Are you Punk, Goth or Prep?
 Punk Your punk. Cool and different. Im proud of you.
Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
I was hoppin for the SIMS
Take the quiz: What video game are you?
 Grand Theft Auto You are Grand Theft Auto you are Tommy Vercetti and you want nothing more than power and revenge.
Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! |
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| ~*Beginning of the End lyrics*~ |
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| 10:43am 16/02/2006 |
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mood:  crazy
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Spineshank lyrics, Beginning of the End lyrics
The irritation we're pretending not to show has replaced the motivation that I had not long ago.
I know that I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you forget it. I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you resent it. I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you regeret it. I, I don't ever wanna be never wanna be never wanna be.
Chorus: It's the beginning of the end I don't know where we lost control. It's the beginning of the end and I know that I am all alone.
Interogation has replaced the trust we had. Your misguided accusations helping me to turn my back.
I know that I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you divide it. I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you deny it. I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you deprive it. I, I don't ever wanna be never wanna be never wanna be.
Chorus: It's the beginning of the end I don't know where we lost control. It's the beginning of the end and I know that I am all alone.
I though that we would find our way. I thought our lives would be okay. I thought that you believed in me. But now it seems so far away.
The life the knew before is gone. There is no compromising. The life you save will be your own. To find your inner senses. (x3)
Chorus(x2): It's the beginning of the end I don't know where we lost control. It's the beginning of the end and I know that I am all alone.
I found the song i had been looking for... YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| ~*To Josh*~ |
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| 11:41am 15/02/2006 |
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You were alwayz in my dreams and you alwayz wil be.
i love you baby so much and i cant wait until you come home... I miss you so much.<3 |
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| ~*All About Me*~ |
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| 11:37am 15/02/2006 |
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Belynda Birthday: 05-30-85 Birthplace: LouEvil KY Current Location: LouEvil Ky Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Brown Height: 5' 4" & 1/2 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: dont know? The Shoes You Wore Today: ADIDAS Your Weakness: Love=weakness Your Fears: bein alone Your Perfect Pizza: I dont care, i love pizza Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Getten past school Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: dont have one Thoughts First Waking Up: Josh Your Best Physical Feature: ?????????? Your Bedtime: When i get tired Your Most Missed Memory: spending time with my grandfather Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI MacDonalds or Burger King: I Worked at Mc. Donalds, so id have to say Burger King. I LIKE IT MY WAY!!!!!!!!!!!! Single or Group Dates: Single but it all matters if my friends want to group date or not Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i drink both, but i get Nestea at work... So Nestea Chocolate or Vanilla: Both Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino Do you Smoke: NO Do you Swear: Yes Do you Sing: Yes Do you Shower Daily: Yes and nightly Have you Been in Love: Yes, i am right now Do you want to go to College: Im in college Do you want to get Married: YES Do you belive in yourself: yes Do you get Motion Sickness: yes, bad Do you think you are Attractive: i guess i dont know Are you a Health Freak: yes Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes Do you like Thunderstorms: yes Do you play an Instrument: no In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes In the past month have you Smoked: i dont smoke In the past month have you been on Drugs: i dont do drugs In the past month have you gone on a Date: no we havent had the $$$$$$$$$$$ In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes V~day shopping In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no In the past month have you eaten Sushi: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE thats sick In the past month have you been on Stage: NO and i miss it In the past month have you been Dumped: NOPE!!!!! My boyfriend and i have been together for 2 years In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no, but i miss it... In the past month have you Stolen Anything: NOPE Ever been Drunk: YES many times... Lauren, remember JESS!!!!!!!!! Ever been called a Tease: YES Ever been Beaten up: Fuk no... and Mosh pits dont count thats fun shit Ever Shoplifted: NOPE How do you want to Die: Thats to fuked up to think about What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A web site bilder What country would you most like to Visit: i want to visit everywhere In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: Blue Favourite Hair Color: brown Short or Long Hair: Short Height: 6' Weight: not to fat but not to little... Best Clothing Style: whatever he likes ill like= for him not me Number of Drugs I have taken: Pot was the only thing... but not anymore=that i have Number of CDs I own: too many =that i have Number of Piercings: 14=that i have Number of Tattoos: 3=that i have Number of things in my Past I Regret: nothing=that i have
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS |
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| ~*Last Call For From Within*~ |
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| 12:40pm 10/02/2006 |
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Well as luck would have it, tonights that very last time we'll see From Within play a show... its said...
I wish u all that best of luck in whatever u all do from here on out...
I miss josh really bad right now... He'll be out of town til the 16th... i cant wait until he comes home... 2 weeks away from him is to long... And yeah, i guess that means on V-day i will be spending it along... This sux... Oh well, at least ill be working the 14th to keep my mind off it... Well i guess thats about it... See everyone at the show tonight...
I LOVE YOU ALL<3
I LOVE YOU JOSH<3
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| ~*Fuken Around*~ |
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| 09:56pm 26/01/2006 |
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mood:  cold
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Lets see, i woke up with Josh next to me... i had forgotten i stayed the night over there... I didnt go to school today, i over sleeped and just didnt get up... And yeah, Josh got mad, but oh, well, its all good...
Work went ok i guess... i mean its UPS so yeah....
but thats about it...
im goin to get off here...
I LOVE YOU ALL<3
I LOVE YOU JOSH<3
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| ~*waffles*~ |
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| 11:37am 25/01/2006 |
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WAFFLES
SORRY HAVENT DONE THAT IN A LONG TIME... |
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